It takes time and it builds time because like all good things it doesn't just pop into your existence.
It doesn't just develop in your being.
It doesn't just breed itself into your code.
It takes time and it builds through time.
I've come to learn that persistence through any weather, is persistence through all weather.
It allows you to beat the storm or flourish in the daylight of the upcoming summertime smiles.
That's where it really matters.
To build you up and to bring you down is just the nature of itself.
What matters is how you get back up.
When you get back up.
Why you get back up.
Because it's the why that really bleeds into your daily life, to fill it with will just when you think there's nothing left to live for.
The most beautiful pedigree of it all is the struggle.
Because the struggle defines what your benchmark is..
You're benchmark defines who you are.
Who you are is defined by the experiences of your mind
As a youth, you're just a sponge..
A sponge that soaks up and carries with itself every speck of your childhood
Especially the lifelong dirt.
Thank you childhood abuse.
You've taught me a lot.
You've taught me that persistence in pain...
It breeds a beast in your brain.