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Aug 15, 2019 00:41:20

Stupid Streak Is Lost

by @jacklyons PATRON | 260 words | 1πŸ”₯ | 128πŸ’Œ

Jack Lyons

Current day streak: 1πŸ”₯
Total posts: 128πŸ’Œ
Total words: 42382 (169 pages πŸ“„)

I'm really pissed that I missed my streak by half an hour. I've been  out adventuring all day, having a blast. Now that I've missed the streak I feel like the day has been tarnished - I've been struggling with this streak business for so damn long and never got a good handle on it. I think now that it's gone, I'm going to just take a break.

I just don't have it figured out. I don't know why I keep showing up. I do it for this stupid streak.  And now, I genuinely wanted to log on and keep it, but I was too late. Feels stupid to get annoyed by such a small thing, but 200 wad has become such a great part of my life lately. 

However, maybe I'm doing it for the wrong reasons. Perhaps for me, it's best if I just come and go as I please. I mean, what am I trying to prove by being here everyday?  Is this a habit I actually want? I don't know. But I sure as hell  know that this streak has been the death of me.

I tried today, and I desperately wanted to just not write today, but  it was  eating away at me. Then I log on and am too late. Well, enough is enough for now. So I'm going to log out for a bit and rethink this stuff.

Thanks for all  the fun times everyone :)

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    @jacklyons hi!? how is it going?
    We are waiting here for you... :p

    Lucjah avatar Lucjah | Oct 31, 2019 18:05:09
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    @jacklyons

    Damn. We will wait your return...

    Abe avatar Abe | Aug 16, 2019 02:02:12
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    @jacklyons - I agree with Tim. [redacted]

    Brian Ball avatar Brian Ball | Aug 15, 2019 10:44:51
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    @jacklyons don’t stress ;)

    Writing is thinking.

    Take a break.

    Reflect on what matters.

    Come back stronger.

    Tim Subiaco avatar Tim Subiaco | Aug 15, 2019 11:22:37
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