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Jun 18, 2019 21:45:24

Rival desires

by @Arcticloon PATRON | 200 words | 310🔥 | 310💌

Janne Koponen

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I have two things I need to focus at the moment. I can't do them both at the same time. And I want to focus on both of them.

But trying to do all this at the same time is impossible. When I try to focus on one I feel guilty not focusing on the other. And vice verse. I really need to make sure I have enough time reserved for them both and stick to it. Focus on only one thing at the time.

On the other hand one of those things is temporary. It will be over soon. And after that, I don't need to give any thought for it anymore. Sure, i know there will be the next thing after it at some point and then it's the same all over again.

The other thing is the most important thing.it's never over. I will be focusing on it until unforeseeable future. And I really hope that is far ahead.

Maybe it would be a good idea to have a proper break from all other things in a while before starting the next new one. And give my full focus to those who deserve it: to my family.

 

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