This empty document was opened for two hours. I couldn't start writing, I couldn't start everything today. I am falling into "nothing happens" hole. I regularly do it and I always need to straggle with this.
I imagined tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a good day when I will 100% happy. I will fly because of energy in my head and heart, I will be curious because everything in my life is so interesting.
At first, I am going to finish my secret (for now) AI experiment, I need to add some functions and write a manifesto of this. I want to publish it tomorrow. After this, I can search for work again and work on my personal projects more.
After I finish the experiment, I am going to make pattern for a hoody. I need to know how much cloth I need to sew the hoody.
Of course, I want to take back my morning routine that I missed. I will do tongue, voice and body exercises. Then I will read book.
I want to feel emotions I'm feeling now tomorrow. I will do it if I will do everything I planned today. For a long time yet, I can't do everything I want.