It could be my ordinary two hundred words, but not today. Every evening I feel something great, the satisfaction that everything is possible in our life. And I don't know how to keep this feeling. Also, I don't know why the feeling of something great appears. Maybe, the reason is my idling.
I just came to my balcony to the delight evening air and look at the street. At the first onset, with my first step, I was fascinated with this cozy evening coldness. It made me imagine active life in the center of the city, how people walk, laugh, across the street, go to a cafe in beautiful dresses... This imagination made me more alive. Then I looked at the sky and saw a big single star. A thought about relationships came to my mind. People in happy relationships must to grow together and create a balance by this. This thought came to me after watching a funny video reaction on YouTube while I had dinner. Then...
This cozy evening coldness and smell, imagination, the single star, the dark sky, my thought about relationships gave me this feeling. The feeling that everything is possible if you want to do it. It's amazing and inspiring feeling. Also, I thought that all taboos and fears are existing in our heads... And that's so funny because often it's the reason why people don't achieve their success. That's funny!
Before I went to the balcony, I thought that I want to have active learning tomorrow, read a lot and get new interesting thoughts and understandings.
But before that, I read a description of one book that I want to read "Ecstasy" by Ryu Murakami. There was a good thought that suffering and bliss are in only our mind.
It's very interesting connections, the chain of small thoughts that I turn into my big thoughts. It's why a spacious mind is important — it makes you, your thoughts.
Also, the atmosphere is important too, because we feel it and this feeling gives a mood to out thoughts.