One time when we were rolling really deep you asked me if I ever liked Jordan. I think you even made sure to ask whether I ever 'kind of liked' Jordan. And I remember saying no.
Before that word came out of my mouth no I had played a brain game. Did I ever like Jordan? Well no! Because I only had a crush on Jordan, but never got to the point where I liked Jordan. With such a game in place, I was able to say 'no' without feeling like a liar.
But now that it's been so many years, I can now go back to this point in time and say yes, I did have a crush on Jordan and this crush lasted long enough that I might as well just have said that I once liked Jordan. It's funny cause right after I typed out those words I liked Jordan my face smiled. I'm still smiling right now.
When Jordan and Monique visited freshmen year, I had a crush on Jordan. And that wouldn't have lasted had Facebook not been around. But it had, so the crush continued. I don't know why it feels important to me that I explicitly say now that I once liked Jordan, but I woke up early from sleeping this morning with that thought in my head and the feeling of needing to tell you. And it's more for me because I guess I've known all along that you.. maybe not knew... but felt.