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Mar 26, 2019 18:14:02

I am a potato on a ranch of my cousin

by @monolesan | 227 words | 🐣 | 172πŸ’Œ

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I think that I got ill β€” I am watching movies for the second day already and doing nothing. I'm like a potato on a ranch of my cousin. 

This behavior makes me worry. I am stuck.

How to start work again? How to disable my distraction? 

Maybe, I'm doing something wrong and this is a cause of my potato life?

What am I doing wrong? Oh, really?! Am I asked this stupid question? This question is stupid because I know what I'm doing wrong. I know how to improve it.

I just need to do it. 

Sometimes I imagine how I need to improve these problems, my behavior... but it looks like a reachable unreachable reality. It feels too close, but too far far away from me. I don't know what to do and I know what to do.

I have an inner conflict. How did it appear? 

I guess I know how β€” the cause is a fear of something new. I'm afraid to change, but I want and imagine it.

Is it the right reason? I don't know. I came up with it just now.

Maybe, I overthink?

People often overthink when they can just to start to solve a problem.

Usually, problems appear in our minds β€” they don't exist in reality.

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Today's my 200 words looks like public masturbation, because I show something intimate.

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    @monolesan Love the title, had to read. Glad I did, 100% with you. I'm the same way. I'm lucky I have my wife who is most definitely not. She holds me accountable. You are right, you just need to get started. Don't NOT think, thinking is good, it's a gift, just do it on the way. You can't see from the vantages that you don't get to and that's where the real solution will lie. And momentum is a powerful thing. Things at rest tend to stay at rest, things in motion tend to stay in motion. Find a way to get moving. Pick something, even trivially small. Just something that will be one baby step in the right direction. And text what it is and when you're going to have it done to a friend or family member who IS really good at getting shit done, have them hold you accountable. Then text proof when it's done.

    Paul Lorsbach avatar Paul Lorsbach | Mar 26, 2019 08:41:56
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