Another weekend, another larp. Time to prop up and step to yet another role. But as the game is getting closer the usual excitement has once again turned into anxiety.
There is going to be a lot of people i need to interact with. Many old, acquaintances, some new ones. On the other hand, its nice to see them all. Get to know a few new faces and everything. But it's also scary. I know I'm going to be tired after all this, needing some quiet time when i get back home.
I also feel like i have forgotten everything written into my character. Who are all those people supposed to be? What were my plots? Why am i here? I have read my character over and over again and thought i got it all memorized. But now, it all seems to have been vanished from my mind.
But as always, I'm sure this will pass. Once the game starts I'm all in. It all will come back to me and I'll be just fine. I know it requires some strength but i can do it. I always have. And afterwards, even if I'm tired, i know i will be happy i went there. Another nice experience behind me.