I had to write, even tho I feel exhausted from little sleep, and a physically tired body. I just had to tell myself that I am proud. Proud of how I work to see the world as it really is. When others say something is impossible, I show them simple principles of growth and ignore the illusion of the self as something permanent. “Give it a few tries, and you can prove progress”, if you can do that then you know it is not impossible.
I work so hard on discovering myself, and reality as it really is. I truly hope I will be able to share my work and communicate it well enough so that it might help those who need it. Every day I am able to touch those around me a little more. It seems people grow more comfortable around me, which is directly connected to something even more important; I am becoming more comfortable with myself. I am so grateful for what I have, and for the fact that I am able to commit myself to this pursuit.
I have proven progress, so by my own logic, it’s not impossible.
Here's to dreaming, for now, my bed awaits! Good night.