Oh, I've been meaning to write here just so I could ask some inspirations and motivations in writing for my blog in WordPress. It has been a month since I've wrote something in there and it seemed like I wasn't going anywhere. I guess my emotions were just trying to get ahead of me these past few weeks making me unable to center my attention to what really matters most, especially in accomplishing my personal goals. I want to be a writer who writes from the bottom of her heart, not just seemingly wanting to get the attention of readers or impress them with inspiring quotations. I've always wanted things to be personal in the blog I'm trying to maintain. It was quite hard for me, since I do not want to expose my vulnerabilities in there just so my readers who personally knows me won't bother to tease or test me. Haha, paradox!
Right now, all I wanted is to beat my old self up. I feel super lazy and I can't seem to be motivated even in my job, and it's making me feel like a total loser. So what do I want? Where do I start into being motivated?