I started writing this on Sunday,12:22 am. I was not able to make it on Saturday, because my emotion was overwhelming, and I needed to have a lot of time to process how I felt.
Lesson I've Learned Today: Give someone power, and you'll see the ugly side of them.
My over-all emotion: Sad. Not everyday is going to be a good day. Welcome to the human world.
Food I ate a lot today: Cake. It's my friend's birthday. She asked me to come over, and we had Bonnes red wine over chocolate mousse cake and noodles.
Advice that I can give to myself today: This too shall pass. Emotions don't stay. Ride the wave of life with mental strength. Don't be soft; I'm not weak. I know exactly what I want. I just put them into the backburner cause I thought I had a bit too high standards. It's time to stick to them. This is my life, and I'll live this the way I want it to play out. If this would be my last year on earth, it's only reasonable to do the things and ask for things I value.
What makes life better right now: My guitar. 🎸
**Finished writing this at Sunday, 6:05 am.**