I'm really pissed that I missed my streak by half an hour. I've been out adventuring all day, having a blast. Now that I've missed the streak I feel like the day has been tarnished - I've been struggling with this streak business for so damn long and never got a good handle on it. I think now that it's gone, I'm going to just take a break.
I just don't have it figured out. I don't know why I keep showing up. I do it for this stupid streak. And now, I genuinely wanted to log on and keep it, but I was too late. Feels stupid to get annoyed by such a small thing, but 200 wad has become such a great part of my life lately.
However, maybe I'm doing it for the wrong reasons. Perhaps for me, it's best if I just come and go as I please. I mean, what am I trying to prove by being here everyday? Is this a habit I actually want? I don't know. But I sure as hell know that this streak has been the death of me.
I tried today, and I desperately wanted to just not write today, but it was eating away at me. Then I log on and am too late. Well, enough is enough for now. So I'm going to log out for a bit and rethink this stuff.
Thanks for all the fun times everyone :)