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Jan 12, 2019 12:37:49

Ups and downs

by @efran PATRON | 219 words | 311🔥 | 311💌

Efran

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This is the best description of my current situation. 

Am I happy? Sometimes I am but more times I am not. There are some reasons why. 

My boss is pretty nice and he is a really good friend of mine. I have never seen such a hard working person before. He just lives with his company and tries to keep the company alive. 

Of course, I am trying to help him, but it's still his company and not mine. We are doing everything in kinda freestyle mode. The processes aren't set well. I could improve it by myself but back in my mind are still questions like "Why I am not working on my own, why I am not trying to make my own company?".  So far I just cannot really identify with my friend's company direction but will see.

Also, I don't have much interest in our products and as I said in the previous post I am doing literally everything there even the sales and I am definitely not a sale person. 

So with a lack of interest, there is no motivation to improve my skills and sometimes it is kinda bothering me.

Yeah, this circling in my head, but I guess it is just a normal life:).

Stay tuned. Efran.

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