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May 11, 2019 19:50:27

This is hard ...

by @juliasaxena PATRON | 208 words | 🐣 | 273💌

Julia Saxena

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Sometimes, I just want the daily 200WAD post to get out of the way. I look almost angrily at the blinking cursor and think "What do you want from me?"

My mind is blank and buzzing with a million different things at the same time. But everything is just vague. Nothing comes close enough that I could grab it and develop it into a meaningful thought, let alone a great post. 

Then I notice that I've forgotten to put on my glasses which help me see my computer screen less blurry. Now I don't want to get up and get them and have another interruption because I just want to get this done. 

So many random things come to my mind. The last Game of Thrones episodes and how so many people hated it (I don't understand why they are rushing this last season so much). The plan to watch Avengers Endgame for the second time in the cinema next weekend (people were just way too loud, I couldn't understand half the dialogues). Some work for a client I should finish today. That I should work on the online course. 

A lot of 'shoulds'...

But then it's Sunday and maybe I just want to relax for a bit.

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