Ist just half past midnight now. Time for another deep insight into my life. Sorry.
I am turning 24 next month. And I'm sitting here alone in an apartment for two. Single. Virgin.
Nothing special? I don't know. If been a single my whole life. I don't miss anything until I see couples on the streets, in movies...
I stopped asking the question why. It is just how it is. Paramedic just seems like it isn't as sexy as a fireman. I have cut my expectations down to a minimum.
I don't give a f*ck since visiting a sauna for the first time. The thing that matters to me is the person behind the eyes.
Everybody can dress up in brands and put makeup on, but you can't hide your personality behind it.
Not in front of me. There is a reason the eyes are called the "windows to the soul". If seen many people in my daily and paramedic life.
I know what's going on behind them in a glimpse of a second.
Only one situation always gets me. Girls I'm interested in. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but there is definitely something I'm doing wrong.
Is it normal these days that small Facebook Chats and Small Talks are normal? Do Girls approach guys? Or is it the same as long ago, where the guy has to approach the girl?
I'm not shy talking to girls, only talking to girls I might want to know more about them.
Maybe I should try Barney Stinson's "nacked Man". :)